I think im back. Dnt quote me on this but i just put the tumblr app on my phone and been looking at how much i used to talk to u guys! If i were u, i’d miss me! Lol.

My life has changed so much since i’ve been gone…got a 9 month old now and he is my world! Love this boy soooo much. My Austin Azaire is my love! :)

Speaking of which…gotta go tend to him now, but i just wanted to say im here!

I think im back. Dnt quote me on this but i just put the tumblr app on my phone and been looking at how much i used to talk to u guys! If i were u, i’d miss me! Lol.

My life has changed so much since i’ve been gone…got a 9 month old now and he is my world! Love this boy soooo much. My Austin Azaire is my love! :)

Speaking of which…gotta go tend to him now, but i just wanted to say im here!

im here. i know i’ve been gone for a minute, but i am here! lol. im gonna spend new year’s eve alone. watching tv, tweeting, tumbling, looking for an apt, lookin up baby stuffs….all that good stuf.. i should probably be cleaning my room. but i’ll do that tomorrow. lol. 

ya, you read that right, looking for baby stuffs, im gonna have a baby. and the boy is uber excited about it. lol. :) i am too. but he’s hype as shxt. lol

so apparently there was man who owned like fifty sum exotic animals in a small town in ohio. he recently got out of jail and decided that he wanted to kill himself. so this man releases all of his fifty sum wild animals and then goes to a barn and kills himself. mind you, these exotic animals werent like birds n shxt. he had 18 bengal tigers, some lions, wolves, bears, camels, giraffes….and shxt. 

the officials in Ohio were like, ‘oh shxt, cnt do anything about these animals might as well kill em all.’ no tranquilzers no nothing. of all fifty sum of these animals, they saved i think they said threeeeeee. and they had theeee nerve to have pics and video of the dead animals laying around the land and one video of a tractor dragging off these poor, dead animals. 

those that have been to my page know that i have a very very soft spot in my heart for big cats, esp tigers. i almost cried when i heard this. those tigers were sooo beautiful. and i mean, i understand that human lives are the most impt and with fifty sum exotic animals that are very unpredictable, the officials really didnt have a choice. but i cant help but be upset. and i am sure that PETA is about to have a field day with this shxt. i just wish those tigers could have been saved. that is so sad to me. 

i’ve always said that i wanted a pet tiger when i grow up. i am more serious about it now. i will definitely get a pet tiger. and i am gonna love him like he slid right out of me. 

but my question is….this man had just come out of jail….

who was tending to these animals…all fifty sum of them while he was there?!!? 

smh…..some things really baffle me. 

im scared that this is the next step. i feel it, but im not sure if im ready to say it. ahhhh!!

first day of work today. It was great. :) :) :) i love the kids already, they are awesome. Im slightly hype about the journey ahead.

love my life. thank you, Jesus.

Thats all i have right now. :)